Family..

Why am I so afraid to lose her? In so many ways she is already gone. Maybe I just am afraid to lose another parent, I don't know... I hate this, Im crying and there are so many people I could call, but I don't wanna burden them, this is my problem not theirs.  Maybe I just need a hug. I wish I had a hallmark family, I wish my Dad was still here, he was the glue...  

Listening to- Joseph Arthur

Wants- sprinkles

Mood- lonely