I hate it

When I am so exhausted, can't do a single thing, but can't sleep :(

Tomorrow is my day off

Going to spend my nordstroms gift card from grandma, and then get shit done. I really want to do some art tomorrow. I feel like I have been neglecting it. For sure going swimming! 

On a different note. Work today sucked hairy monkey balls!!!! I'm giving my manager one last try and if he fails again, Im out! I have had it! I am worth so much more than this! I know that sounds conceded, but it's how I feel.

Random Rant for Trevor

Bottled water is only good in glass bottles.

Wal mart sucks because it is killing america and it smells.

Global warming is a popular theory about what is going on in the world. I could be swayed either way on the subject.

Art is amazing. Nuf said.

There are not enough cheese cracker snacks on the market. Im all for more!

Astronaut food is ok, if you only eat the ice cream.

Facebook is far superior than Myspace, but myspace is still more popular :(

My worst birthday party is also my best birthday party. 22 at Hooleys irish pub, drunk off my ass because I got dumped. Although surrounded by friends who care :)

Sunsets and Sunrises look cool because the sun is awesome and deserves our respect!! 

The end :)

My life is going somewhere....I think?

So today was my first day off in awhile. I spent it running around doing lame domestic task that just needed to be done.  Did a mountain of laundry, cleaned the bathroom and what not. Also signed up for fall semester. My course load looks to be the dullest one yet, but all classes I need. Im looking for at least one interesting course to round things out. I lowered my health insurance to something way more reasonable. I dealt with my crazy mother and her antics...again.

Whats going on with me?

I've been in this massive funk for weeks. I'll just start to cry for no reason. I wish I knew what the reason was. I want to just be happy but for some reason it's proving harder than the brochure led me to believe.

fix you

When I feel all alone in the dark. When I lay in bed, restless, unable to sleep. When I wanna cry because I miss that feeling. When everything seems like the same shade of gray. When I'm doubting life and what it may or may not bring. I think of that day. I think of the day he walked around that corner and changed my whole life. When he showed me how to live and be better, for no one else but myself. When he saved me. When he tried to fix me.

Massive blog Coming!!!!!

Hold on to your shorts!!!