Two weeks until my 23rd birthday.....

Im almost 23 years old and I am finally on a good path. I'm going to school, working towards a degree. I moved out of my mom's house and in with the most amazing man. I've started dealing with pain that I have kept deep inside myself. I feel like I have come along way since my 22nd birthday. At the same time there are so many things that are up in the air right now and I don't have any control. These things effect my whole life, and I have no control. There are two outcomes, one is good and the other I don't even want to think about. I don't know why I am writing this, it wont help, it wont make everything better, it wont fix anything, and it's not like anyone reads this blog anyway..........