I went for a walk....

Had a lot on my mind, so I went for a walk, for 2 hours I walked aimlessly around UCI. I cried, I got angry, I got lost, I got worried, I walked to Albertsons. On the way back home I think I saw him, who knows, I wasn't wearing  my contacts. Music has an amazing ability to either lift you up or rip you apart. Tonight was the latter. Came back to my place and talked to my roommate, it sucks having a roommate who is a psychology major, you tell him all your problems and don't even realize you are doing it. Well I think Im gonna try and go to bed, I have work at 4am, but really don't feel like sleeping..... What's sad is that if he called or stopped by, it would make my night......